why the fuck do we always have to fight right before one of us has to leave?
I’ll be home for a month and you probably won’t even miss me. You’ll take it as a free pass to go get wasted with your friends every night. Well guess what? I’ll take it as a free pass to work out until I pass out from exhaustion.
Thanks for being such a great boyfriend, asshole.
My therapist asked me if I looked at fashion magazines cause that can be extremely damaging to self esteem. No….but if only she knew about Tumblr.
3:44am
Dear Suitemates,
You know that I can hear you right? These walls and doors are paper thin. Those guys you have over that are talking about me, yeah I can hear every word that they say. Yes I like to go to bed early. Yes I’m pissed you woke me up with your loud laughter and wall banging. You should realize that you’re the one at fault here not me. I thought people in college were going to mind their own business, be more courteous, and less selfish. I was wrong though.
From,
That one college girl
Lost 2 pounds in two days.
winning.
Chinese food tonight but I’m only having a little. The rest is going in the trash.
I was doing so well until dinner time. Obviously need to eat more during the day somehow so that I’m not tempted to pig out like my friends do.
Self control, why do you continue to evade me?
Todays workout:
99 crunches
99 second wall sit
88 Jumping Jacks
40 front raises
30 leg lifts
20 shoulder presses
20 lat raises
20 squats
+I’ll be walking all over campus today
+the boyfriend’s coming over later ;)
My workout was scattered all over. I was trying to see which exercises I felt and liked the most. Tomorrow will be more structured and will be more intense.
Intake Plan for Today:
-apple
-1/2 pbj on wheat
-banana or any other veggies/fruit I can find at the cafe
-salad/ soup that my bf’s mom made for me :)
This is the plan, I better stick to it.
20 by Christmas is the goal. I can do this.
Katafuariarika. (what in the fuck.)
(via myheartsaysblah)
Tekatokikutataku
Shimomikimo …hmmm.
This is totally achievable, if I’m determined and set my mind to it :)
This is going to happenn :)
(Source: mylifechoices, via imgonnamakeachange)
It’s not as intense as cross country, but I’ll still be racing and running. I miss it a lot. I’ve gained so much weight since I stopped. Time to start up again. I want to be good. I want to be great.
430 calories today.
Not because I’ve been restricting.
I have no appetite. I had to basically force myself to eat the last 220 calories for dinner cause I knew I had to.
So this is what all encompassing emptiness feels like.
